Showing posts with label toxic lifestyles. Show all posts
Showing posts with label toxic lifestyles. Show all posts

Thursday, March 29, 2012

Let the flames die down a bit

soften the nasty innuendos, slow down the rumor mill, get off message - just for a moment
back off the simple but twisted soundbites, let up with the anger, don’t be so demeaning
cast a few less aspersions, tone down your blog, drop the macho posturing for a minute
toss the neckties, slip off the tight dress shoes, stop demanding that ‘God Bless America

don’t just read their speeches, quietly say no to TV makeup, drop one or two multi-tasks
don’t fear to say waste needs cut and taxes need raised, don’t check the polls Every day
maintain your own image, reduce coded rhetoric, quit lashing out just to provoke anger
let artificial suntans fade, reconsider self-entitlement, come out from your walled compounds

look just a bit beyond the next quarter, ease up on the open contempt for any foreigners
lose a little weight, try a few meatless days, exercise a bit, don’t drink quite so much
question some military outlays, quit inflaming ignorant hatred, think beyond simple GDP
slow the oversimplifying, let shades of gray dapple the black and white, even take in the outdoors

recycle a 3-piece suit, forego just one phony filibuster, tone down that greedy Christmas hype
think a bit about our food supply, soften the sarcastic smirks, lower all this furious static
don’t be quite so shrill, dare to be both with us and against us, reduce the angry righteousness
un-popularize polarization, de-emphasize animosity, come out from behind closed doors

let the flames die down a bit, say it a little more quietly, tend toward that Middle Way
lighten up on those who read and do the math, don’t shovel the unread so much red meat
maybe just speak one at a time, lower your own decibels, watch that blood pressure
quietly turn away from shouting matches, face off against problems instead of each other

nod in silence until they just stop talking, socialize with their families, isolate their hatred
lower the fog machines, take walks and naps, have a deep breath and sigh it out slowly
maybe don’t always vote in party line blocs, share the tiniest foothold upon common ground
let splinter groups form eclectic coalitions, weigh this petty enmity against the infinite darkness

reform catchphrases in your own words and see if they make sense, start here and now, with yourself
roll down the windows, sit in the grass, be mindful of the cherry blossoms as you make decisions
really feel the rain of blessings, stand outside the camera lights, lay off some of that fast food
don’t demonize until co-operation is traitorous, know yourself instead of your marketed image

move away from career politicians, maybe it doesn’t have to always come down to money
attend more to the infinite miracles proceeding at light speed all around us, often remain quite still
reasonably consider human over-population, integrate manufacturing into natural systems
try cooking from scratch, give quietly back for all you are receiving, remember the past

get some small things right, listen until they hear themselves, point out just one sunset
laugh with a bit less scorn, consider progress instead of mere victory, pause in a soft light
stumble back to the ancient path, leave less anger in your wake, spread a little less fear around
look a cow in her gentle eyes, find some reason for a joyful tear, smile as life passes so quickly by

Wednesday, March 28, 2012

My Fool Errands Led Me Here

For so long that false but pervasive urgency molded my perception of how it is and what it should be
I always awaited some trite event which quickly faded off into my incomplete and jumbled blur
At times I thought I was stepping sagely back, but really that was just one more, too hurried task
I strained so long under that pointless stress that I felt empty when I was casually cast off for good

Thought I saved time religiously, but although I never even spent a bit, my account is empty now
Drove thousands of angry and wasted miles between demeaning jobs and dysfunctional homes
Found novel ways to make foolish noise when I should have known to keep to a good silence
Exhausted by the vapid over-stimulation, I convinced myself I had grabbed for all their gusto

My fool errands led me on, time and again, growing older without noticing, almost til the end
I thought I traveled widely but I viewed everything with the same unquestionable beliefs
My lot was insipid variation upon pointless tasks prodded by the greedy, shallow and insecure
Overheated by implanted artificial needs I nosed blindly towards this infinite shared abyss

Their droppings stained me from above as we raced on the same treadmill for canned rewards
Any brief satisfaction was rapidly eroded by the over-hyped flood of the New and Improved
Often in the frenzy I caught short, sideways glances at details I vowed I must later consider
Sometimes I awoke from odd, confusing dreams, and felt thankful to be rapidly re-absorbed

Briefly disconcerted by my elders passing, I was quickly reassured that our lives must go on
I stumbled on after that hazy HappyEverAfter always radiating just beyond my event horizon
I never realized how the endless greedy distractions merely kept me quiet and uncomplaining
Expensively-empty vacations and merchants holidays kept me pedaling furiously in place

I lay in the night vainly craving the hollow diversions they had convinced me were so important
Too willingly did I suffer chronic fools in a synthetic hope of achieving their venal illusions
Slowly I realized I must race ever faster towards goals I clearly had never really specified
But, For Right Now, I always had this to Get Over With and that to Get Out Of The Way

Dutifully, I carted the kids between enriching activities they quickly and indifferently forgot
I envisioned a contemplative future but, sadly, my body wore out and my mind grew confused
Sociopaths set me to useless tasks, seeking only to lend some meaning to their own wasted cycles
Kept in the dark, led by the greedy, I slapped up their Just For Now with my own Quick And Dirty

I repeated their vile catechism of eternal vigilance, always preparing for more savage conflict
Brought back tiny inscrutable nuggets of extra-media clarity from times of sickness or injury
Forced myself to attend to their ever-changing office plumage and corporate sloganeering
Pretended my noisy, gas-powered wreckreation provided a fulfilling and re-invigorating relaxation

Gorged myself into obesity and illness mistaking nervous, gnawing emptiness for real hunger
Left the awful, incomprehensible future to the fuzzy heaven I financed through His Sales Reps
In the end, tried in vain just to stay in the rat race that I thought all along I was striving to escape
Struck finally into deaf silence by the blind truth of an everlastingly colorless and empty void

Thursday, March 22, 2012

Which Way Do You Lean?


Would you rather indulge yourself in the service of a fine hotel
Or camp in a quiet aspen grove
Would you take an adventure in a guided raft
Or go kayaking with some friends
Is it more enjoyable to order up at an expensive restaurant
Or to cook good food in your own home kitchen
Would it be better to have a new car very soon because it feels so good
Or to get the old one fixed up for a couple more years of service

Would you rather have neat, green and well-manicured bluegrass
Or a healthy un-mown assemblage of fairly-wild, native plants
Would you like to try the tender, tied-down, milk-fed veal
Or our free-range, no-antibiotic chicken
Shall we lay on the beach in our new bikinis
Or walk down the coast to that empty cove
Do you want to explore all the shops we saw coming in
Or take the steep hike on up to the waterfall

Are you having the pancakes with sausage and eggs
Or the crusty fresh bread with butter and jam
Would you rather get cleaned up and go out for happy hour
Or hike up to the overlook in time for the sunset
Would you be more likely to paint your toenails
Or to go for a ride on your mountain bike
Do you always buy the latest model snowboard brand new
Or can you be happy with a demo from the season before

Would you prefer to make a new acquaintance here in town
Or go on a trip to somewhere that you’ve never been
Do you like to stay up until 2 in the morning
Or do you usually try and get up before the sun rises
Would you pop in your ear buds
Or listen to the wind in the trees
Do you study the scriptures for structured and concrete answers
Or try to decipher the mysteries of science

Would you rather hop on your snarling dirt bike or ATV
Or ride off on a bicycle to a trailhead leading to the wilderness
Do you picture yourself with a nice tombstone in a peaceful cemetery
Or do you see a tree planted in the woods, fed by your remains
Would you really like a brand new home
Or would you prefer something older with a little character
Do you believe that unfettered capitalism will naturally yield us the brightest future
Or do you feel that planning and foresight is required for tomorrow

Would you like easier access and urban services in our parks and our forests
Or is it vitally important to preserve our wild places intact for the future
Would you like to skim across the water on a powerful jet ski
Or catch every bit of a breeze on a finely-rigged sailboat
Is your path chiseled in stone after prayers for guidance
Or would you change your views based on new information
Would you rather drive really fast with the radar detector on full alert
Or kick back and save gas while enjoying the scenery

Would you like to pop off your lounge chair and into the pool
Or walk down through the trees and jump in the lake
Would you first get your wrinkles treated
Or have your eyes surgically repaired
Would you rather a piece of rich chocolate dessert
Or an extra helping of that delicious main course
Is Europe quaint, but politically old-fashioned, and pretty irrelevant
Or should we bond more tightly with those with whom we share blood

Would you rather have a beer with friends and watch the big game
Or sip a little red wine and maybe take in a foreign movie
Do you like to discuss opportunities to cash in on insider real estate deals
Or castigate those who took artificial home equity to pay off their credit cards
Would you prefer to remain focused on keeping things as affordable as possible
Or changing our habits to attain a sustainable society lifestyle
Are you at peace with your faith regarding your everlasting soul
Or do you ponder briefly the unknowable in the onrushing void

Do you believe in man’s God-given dominion over this earth and all its creatures
Or is that likely only a selfish rationalization for destruction and torture
Would you rather remain a lifelong conservative, holding fast to traditional values
Or can you tolerate ambiguity and willingly toss aside wornout beliefs
Do you enjoy driving to the health club to read on the treadmill
Or do you walk around your neighborhood to get a little exercise
Do you know how the market is doing and where interest rates are going today
Or are you spending too much time sorting dirty trash for pointless recycling

Do you spot opportunities for a quick profit as you happen to drive by
Or do you see meaningful images on old tree trunks and incised on mossy boulders
Can you build consensus and share a team vision going forward
Or do you prefer small hardworking groups with unspoken communication
When you go skiing do you want the sun to always be shining
Or are you quite happy when it is snowing like hell
Would you rather take the quiet comfort of faith about all things you do not understand
Or burn out in the unbelievable miracle of every waking moment