Sunday, March 11, 2012

These are the days I often spoke of back then

These are the days, I used to say, when we would only remember back then like a dream
These days, I now recall saying, we would wonder about what happened before
Now is when back prior to then joins easily with only a confused haze in between
I always felt then that now we would retain but little from that dizzying spiral

At last, these are the days I often spoke of as our emergence from that rapid blur
Details would disappear even as we finally try to consider them during our awakening
Now is when I meant that then would seem to have been too many years, gone by too fast
These are the times I said we would look back from, only to remember so very little

I always knew we could not possibly be digesting all that we were seeing every day
I always thought now we would look back on then as if through rapidly shifting mists
I always told you that it all would pass way before we would even know that it could end
These times, I said back then, we would regard like some old movie, stuck on fast forward

These days I see I was right to say we moved too fast then to have any appreciation
Those days are the ones I always said we would now remember like their old pictures
These are the times to which we left but little to be summed up, in too a short time
Now we have no choice but to try and grope meaning from our own ambivalent contrails

Those days recede back beyond our buckled event horizon into a jumbled darkness
Now memory has compressed the tight wavetrain of bygone days into indistinguishability
Those were the days from which so few events even remain still jutting up enough to be seen
The rest lie blanketed by heavy clouds viewed from far above here in this blindingly blue sky

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