These are the days, I used to say, when we would only
remember back then like a dream
These days, I now recall saying, we would wonder about what
happened before
Now is when back prior to then joins easily with only a
confused haze in between
I always felt then that now we would retain but little from
that dizzying spiral
At last, these are the days I often spoke of as our
emergence from that rapid blur
Details would disappear even as we finally try to consider
them during our awakening
Now is when I meant that then would seem to have been too
many years, gone by too fast
These are the times I said we would look back from, only to
remember so very little
I always knew we could not possibly be digesting all that we
were seeing every day
I always thought now we would look back on then as if
through rapidly shifting mists
I always told you that it all would pass way before we would
even know that it could end
These times, I said back then, we would regard like some old
movie, stuck on fast forward
These days I see I was right to say we moved too fast then
to have any appreciation
Those days are the ones I always said we would now remember
like their old pictures
These are the times to which we left but little to be summed
up, in too a short time
Now we have no choice but to try and grope meaning from our
own ambivalent contrails
Those days recede back beyond our buckled event horizon into
a jumbled darkness
Now memory has compressed the tight wavetrain of bygone days
into indistinguishability
Those were the days from which so few events even remain
still jutting up enough to be seen
The
rest lie blanketed by heavy clouds viewed from far above here in this
blindingly blue sky
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