Thursday, March 22, 2012

Is That Guy On Tacitril Or What!?

It really should go without saying...
It really is an absolute wonder drug that finally turned my life right around, so much for the better
Now I know when to keep to good silence instead of shooting off my stupid mouth once again
No more do I suffer the after-effects of unreasoned outbursts that I could not Even control
I no longer bore and anger my co-workers with my irrelevant ramblings at their Big Meetings

I can serenely sit back as others go way overboard, far off the deep end and never shut up
Tacitril has taught me to say so much more, simply by talking far, far less
I even started hearing a lot of the other randomly excess noise with which we fill the world
Now I realize that silence is no frightening void that I must forever try to fill with verbal spam

A daily dose and I’ve stopped yelling at those hateful, cosmetically-enhanced anchor people
I lost the urge to keep making up lame questions, vainly trying to assure myself that I’m smart
It’s really been helpful to silently let others trail off alone into the weeds of foolish nonsense
Merely remaining quiet has become a great weapon which creates confusion in my superiors

I simply don’t have that fool need to recap, rehash and re-iterate like I used to anymore
I just let the kids and the wife talk themselves off into stammered, evaporating mumbles
Yes, I nod my head, but not in agreement, merely acknowledging that I heard what my boss said
Every meeting reinforces my stillness as I filter their compulsive, but empty, chatter

Talking in circles around the point just to hear my own voice is no longer satisfying for me
It’s easy to forgo pointless sidetracking of important discussions just to show that I am present
I can detect their BS more quickly now since I’m not always only thinking about what I will say next
Sometimes my reticence even provokes a satisfying rise from those who simply cannot be still

Now I find my silence as full of meaning as anything I could ever have hoped to blurt out
I find it as pointless to try and have the last word as to talk over our incessant and vapid noise
I forgot what it’s like to lay awake just wishing that I could have kept my stupid mouth shut
I’m satisfied just hearing the movers and the shakers hanging themselves out to dry, again

I cut out the preambles, the redundant flourishes and repetitive conclusions from my speech
I respond to their frothy clarion calls to corporate boldness with a politely expectant silence
It’s easy to deny them the pleasure of empty, long-winded responses by withholding dumb questions
No longer do I erupt irrationally because my blood pressure is too high and heart rate too fast

Nowadays, I’m far more likely to think “I’m glad I didn’t say that” than “I wish I’d said that”
I lost the sorry need to try and sell other’s scripted soundbites via my own constant repetition
Happily, I no longer bother attempting to talk over those who have interrupted me, once again
No more parroting sports stats, movie lines, advertising slogans or political catchphrases for me

Don’t sarcastically back-sass cops until they finally just decide to write me up real good
Politely ask the telemarketers to wait and leave them on hold, instead of yelling and blustering
Sure, I’m still angry, insecure, confused, scared and nervous, but I don’t have to broadcast it
I have learned that silence really is a very simple, yet very powerful and totally unlimited blessing

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