It really should go without
saying...
It
really is an absolute wonder drug that finally turned my life right
around, so much for the better
Now
I know when to keep to good silence instead of shooting off my stupid
mouth once again
No
more do I suffer the after-effects of unreasoned outbursts that I
could not Even control
I no
longer bore and anger my co-workers with my irrelevant ramblings at
their Big Meetings
I
can serenely sit back as others go way overboard, far off the deep
end and never shut up
Tacitril
has taught me to say so much more, simply by talking far, far less
I
even started hearing a lot of the other randomly excess noise with
which we fill the world
Now
I realize that silence is no frightening void that I must forever try
to fill with verbal spam
A
daily dose and I’ve stopped yelling at those hateful,
cosmetically-enhanced anchor people
I
lost the urge to keep making up lame questions, vainly trying to
assure myself that I’m smart
It’s
really been helpful to silently let others trail off alone into the
weeds of foolish nonsense
Merely
remaining quiet has become a great weapon which creates confusion in
my superiors
I
simply don’t have that fool need to recap, rehash and re-iterate
like I used to anymore
I
just let the kids and the wife talk themselves off into stammered,
evaporating mumbles
Yes,
I nod my head, but not in agreement, merely acknowledging that I
heard what my boss said
Every
meeting reinforces my stillness as I filter their compulsive, but
empty, chatter
Talking
in circles around the point just to hear my own voice is no longer
satisfying for me
It’s
easy to forgo pointless sidetracking of important discussions just to
show that I am present
I
can detect their BS more quickly now since I’m not always only
thinking about what I will say next
Sometimes
my reticence even provokes a satisfying rise from those who simply
cannot be still
Now
I find my silence as full of meaning as anything I could ever have
hoped to blurt out
I
find it as pointless to try and have the last word as to talk over
our incessant and vapid noise
I
forgot what it’s like to lay awake just wishing that I could have
kept my stupid mouth shut
I’m
satisfied just hearing the movers and the shakers hanging themselves
out to dry, again
I
cut out the preambles, the redundant flourishes and repetitive
conclusions from my speech
I
respond to their frothy clarion calls to corporate boldness with a
politely expectant silence
It’s
easy to deny them the pleasure of empty, long-winded responses by
withholding dumb questions
No
longer do I erupt irrationally because my blood pressure is too high
and heart rate too fast
Nowadays,
I’m far more likely to think “I’m glad I didn’t say that”
than “I wish I’d said that”
I
lost the sorry need to try and sell other’s scripted soundbites via
my own constant repetition
Happily,
I no longer bother attempting to talk over those who have interrupted
me, once again
No
more parroting sports stats, movie lines, advertising slogans or
political catchphrases for me
Don’t
sarcastically back-sass cops until they finally just decide to write
me up real good
Politely
ask the telemarketers to wait and leave them on hold, instead of
yelling and blustering
Sure,
I’m still angry, insecure, confused, scared and nervous, but I
don’t have to broadcast it
I
have learned that silence really is a very simple, yet very powerful
and totally unlimited blessing
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